Since last week I have been thinking of starting a new relationship and this time, I mean a serious relationship. After my first serious relationship six years ago with my ex, I have not had any other serious relationship, there are some relationships that i had for the six years since the last time and those were just kind of flirting, not the mundane flirting that i was involved with women romantically. That’s not the one i meant. It was just somewhat chatting or flirting a girl but never got to the point that we kissed, non even knew where i lived and i have never stayed indoor with any. Suffice to say i have not given my heart to anyone.
This year, i am twenty-seven years on planet earth and i know i am shortening on time and i don’t care if you think otherwise. It will be a hypocritical reaction if i ever admit that i don’t envy and want to become like my friends getting married and having wonderful kids and i am not saying i wanted to become a father for the sake of envy but for the blessing that comes with it.
Now, i am thinking to give a chance and reinvest my heart for the second time in a lady. It’s been already six years since i found and dwell with the principal means of escape from the loneliness that has plagued man all through his life (LOVE). I don’t understand how my body or emotional psychological part functions every time a lady is becoming close to me. I automatically lost interest to her and the very first time i open up my heart to accommodate one. Unfortunately, she has been taken. Now instinct has taken a better part of me and in choosing which to follow i must have the courage to face the consequences that may happen in every relationship as i set to commit my heart to someone’s hand.
Hmmmmmmmm. Please do wish me good luck and the best of character in whoever she is.